[ Featuring Wild Apple ]
I've forgotten how it feels to breathe without drowning in sorrows
I've forgotten how it feels to sleep without dreading tomorrow
I've forgotten how it feels to dream without dwelling in nightmares
And I've forgotten how it feel to be close to the people who are right here
Everything now feels like a distant memory
I can barely remember who I was before the sadness
I can barely remember my thoughts before the madness
All I know now is pain
No, all I feel now is pain
No, all I feel now is nothing
And I think that's what hurts the most
You don't know baby,
You don't know how bad it feels just to be lonely
I've been lonely for so long
And all your stories
All the stories that you told me
They're forgotten
Not by choice but by bad luck
With my emotions
Yeah
Uh
Yeah
Uh
What you know about loneliness
Sounds like silence when you try to shout
Like your voice getting weak every time that you speak
So nobody'll ever hear you out
And what you know about anchors
You know the ones that hold you down
When you're trying to take the leap but you out in the deep
And all they ever do is make you drown
I couldn't wait for inspiration to write this
But now the flow fluid like I'm talking to Pisces
I ain't been okay, I've been going through crises
So I had step up and tell the studio to mic this
'Cause I'm deep in my feelings
Drowning in expectations of maybe hitting a million
Then breaking the ceiling and eating my meals with
The most beautiful amongst beautiful women
I shouldn't
I should be prudent
Maybe focus on like feeding the children
A little soul food to make them more wholesome
And so I cook in my lonesome
You don't know baby,
You don't know how bad it feels just to be lonely
I've been lonely for so long
And all your stories
All the stories that you told me
They're forgotten
Not by choice but by bad luck
With my emotions
If I I could take a bit a break
I am weary
And there are people in this room
And I'm already done
There are people in this room
And I'm already done
I'm already done
Yes
Give me just another chance just to make things right
I don't care that much but I can maybe try
Could you give me one more chance just to make things right
Just to make things right
I care too much about not caring
Sharing too much with the people I'm not paired with
The irony of life
That the happiest are most likely betrothed to pain
And so suffrage became my wife
And together we built this cage
And I called it home
And I learnt that misery's company is better than being alone
And so, this is my shout into the void
This is my cry for help
I scream into the silence
But I've forgotten the sound of my own voice
So I scream in silence and it's deafening
