I Can't Face My Feelings Video (MV)

Spend my hours tripping, I can't my face my feelings
Losing faith in everything I thought I could believe in
God ain't bless this life no more than any other demon
Struggling just to say a word, 'cause nothing has a meaning

Running round in circles 'til I finally let the meds talk
This my state of mind, this just how I let my thoughts walk
Every day feels fine when you live lonely in your own block
I'm just tryna gain direction, God damn I feel so lost
Chopping it up to a lost cause
You can't afford what this shit costs
Forever immortal, I take off
I'm dying to see what you're made of
Uh
Record in the morning no days off
I put the pen to the paper and let all the feelings I store up just go nuts
Yeah
I spit that medicine 'cause rap's my therapy
Losing grip on what I think is my reality
Don't you cry because of what you used to say to me
I'm over drama I can't take no f*cking sympathy
I spit that medicine 'cause rap's my therapy
Losing grip on what I think is my reality
Don't you cry because of who you used to wanna be
I'm done with bullshit take no sympathy

Spend my hours tripping, I can't my face my feelings
Losing faith in everything I thought I could believe in
God ain't bless this life no more than any other demon

Running with the bad tones, the bad tones
Fuming with these weak lungs, you're cheap fun
Oh no, oh no, I won't go
I don't wanna see clear now
Someone's got to go, something got too close
Buy tickets for the show, we ain't got no host
Pass the mic, I'll spit my vision
Pessimistic feelings creeping
You keep clouding up my thinking, when you drop those clothes, what
Who am I to say where I think this should go
I panicked every time that someone got too close
I've closed myself off from the friends I used to know
Now I'm writing lyrics with some harsh new thoughts