How do I learn
Just how to be
So mean?
I've channeled my past lives
And I can't seem
To get a hold
Of my parent's old tendency
To reprimand with a stronger hand over me
Would it be easier?
To look in a mirror?
Look at the truth and bear your teeth
Flock to familiar
Forget all the pain 'cause hurt
Man it don't
Shit, I don't feel a thing
Sometimes I wish I could remember
Most days I wish I could forget
We fall asleep dreaming of better days
But then I wake up alone
Guess this is what I get
How do I fight the urgency to
Suddenly wanna be beloved
And cherished
Without the embarrassment?
No one's allowed to get louder than me
So I sit with my baby silently
And we don't talk 'til we're asleep
Are you dreaming?
Are you dreaming?
Sometimes I wish I could remember
Most days I wish I could forget
We fall asleep dreaming of better days
But then I wake up alone
Guess this is what I get
Sometimes I wish I could remember
Most days I wish I could forget
We fall asleep dreaming of better days
But then I wake up alone
Guess this is what I get
Sometimes I wish I could remember
Most days I wish I could forget
We fall asleep dreaming of better days
But then I wake up alone
Guess this is what I get