Minor Arcana Video (MV)

Wish that I had a better reason for the state I'm in
I'm such a bore
A casting call out, an audition for my funeral
An empty studio
At least I could admit it
Not living, I am dying
Glad I had the time to waste on every line
Spent half a year looking into the past
Just to meet the gaze of the person I am
It takes me time to think of what to say
Every word then spilling out of my damn mouth
Looking for a scapegoat to shift it to
Proof I never finish anything I start
Look through the fortune cookie readings I have saved all year
This one is a keeper
Felt that I had connected with a few a couple times
It made me smile
At least I could admit that
I'm taking some advice
Even from a pastry I got a month ago
Spent half a year looking into the past
Just to meet the gaze of the person I am
It takes me time to think of what to say
Every word then spilling out of my damn mouth
Looking for a scapegoat to shift it to
Proof I never finish anything I start
Can you repeat the part where I follow through?
The last card that I saw was a messenger
Force it, fight it, or come up with another lie
Face down just one last time
Take my money lay it out
And tell me what it means til I feel alright