Tiig - Metanoia Lyrics

Now you're in the heart of California
And your past is drifting away
I'm afraid to just look right back into the mirror
And see a man slowly erase
Supermodels and bottles of gin only do so much every now and again
I used to pray and pray just to see you again, but now my life's going with the wind
Between the void that you fill every night, are you in love with the dollar signs
Do those checks make you happy
Do you feel alive
What a lie, what a lie, what a lie, what a lie, what a lie,
What a lie, what a lie, what a lie, what a lie, what a lie,
I know it's not hard to get lonely when you're spending long nights
You're still trying to get over me, I hope you're doing alright
Now all is needed I thought was you
Always and forever was a rush along with a lens they see of us
Cause lovers diffuse but then they start to blend
But then they ascend to you, and now it's left in a trend
Cause better or for worse
I tried to tell you
I don't think that you truly cared
Convinced myself I needed you here
And now we're here and nothing is there