I feel like I should have made it already. why does god, keep, testing me
Maybe he wants, to refine, my artistry, the truth is
I need a, bigger audience, and a better lump sum, so my shit, has to be excellent
On another level, gotta have, patience. check my rhythmic sentence, well
But I just, can't, complain, about, everything
Still, living, at home, at twenty seven, account balance, overdrawn
Yep, that's what it says on the ATM, press cancel and pull the debit card out
Still wearing the shoes I bought 4 years, ago, new balance worn out
Oh that's your choice, it's what they say.
If you can do, what I do, would you walk the same way?
Everyday, making art that doesn't pay, people don't naysay, but they, also don't hit play
Damn, indifference, is worse than getting hate
In an ocean that doesn't make waves, alone, stranded in outer space
Shit, oh that's depressing, speaking from the heart, I don't mean to bum you down
Pessimistic kind, clouds, blocking the sunshine, sometimes i feel like
It's a curse on my mind, if I stop, putting music online
Would my anger and sadness decline, maybe it's just not my time
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Can't let the spark, dissipate
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Never fade
4 years ago, back in Edmonton, waiting tables at the garden
6 days a week, yea, money was decent, making beats was a passion for fun
Made one beat, every two weeks, thinking I was gonna succeed, but my shit weak
Thought what I needed, was more knowledge, so I decided, on going back to college
Tin Chai, you don't have to go school, here's a hard drive full of music tools
Plugins, drum packs, tutorials, acappella samples, of the goats, yea
Think twice when you apply, don't waste, money and time, but if you
Do go, make it worth, the grind, never know, what, you will learn and find
Graduated, summer 2016. all pumped
I was gonna bring it back and make it, Hong Kong needed better music
Wanna be a songwriter producer Chinese Dr. Dre Max Martin
Ye and Pharrell, quit my job, flew back, kept, thinking my music could sell, yea
Everybody judgmental and doubtful that's the usual suspect
You need a better plan, different prospect on life, no disrespect
Just wanna keep you in check. f*ck that, let the ego lead the flow
Feeling mellow, put words melo, that helps with my glow
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March 2017, competition's over I camped out
Waiting for the rappers to come out, it's cold and dark out, played my beats
Asking who wants, my heat, this kid, got tracks, you may wanna feature, beep
WeChat notice, contact added my iPhone reads
Seminars and songwriting contest, let me I confess
Being in the background wasn't always my thing, had a spark for rhyming,
I had to make, music for myself, working overnight shifts at a Zara warehouse
Picking T-shirts shoes and blouses, rapping to metronome wearing Dickie's trousers
June 2018, came back. nothing was happening
Started writing raps about nothing, made some tutorials for mixing
From decent to average to greatness, all it takes it's practice and practice
My message needs global coverage, change the input method
Moved here 8 months, ago, working part, time, switch to English mental, yea
The songs I wrote don't mean shit now, the path I took nobody knows
Put my life, on hold, for my music journal, fell, into sunken hole, yea
Type it down, in a document, puts comfort in my soul
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濃縮一段 講你知 過去呢 三 年既歷史
希望你 唔好 覺得我 誇大件事 嘩眾取 你歡意
隻腳un十 次就成詩 之前既亂RAP 只係一個開始
齊天講故事, 未來古 詩, 變成蝴 蝶係你肚臍, 啍啍
2016年, 餐廳 酒 保侍應 做左五 年
Beatmaking 整伴奏 係業 餘既興 趣, 夢想要 做世界之最
但係未夠班 以為讀完 個音樂 課程 就會功 力上乘
畢業禮都 冇去 心急趕住返去香港 建立音 樂堡壘
用左八 個月, 寫左一 大堆DEMO, 但係主唱搵 唔到
中國有說唱 全國巡迴 比賽, 飛去北 京同上 海
會場外 等選手 出門口 播幾首 我既伴奏 掃一掃 微訊QR
可惜質 素未夠 高, 風格仲未到世界級數
求人 不如求己, 17年 尾 開始寫 亂RAP廿四
揮手點頭 整完之後, 就, 返左Edmonton另, 一個屋企
整啲教學, 寫多幾隻EP, 穿透, 多啲人 對耳
悲情畫意 冇 深層意義, 快打鍵 盤 記錄我既心思