Oxymoron Video (MV)

I'm a walking oxymoron
You'd never know it if we met
One minute talking like I'm Sauron
Next I fall to what I've bred
See
I've been learning from the dead
Tryna get my spirits right
Spending time up in my head
Darker like I fear the light
No I know I'm not depressed
Sometimes I just hear the fights
Know the boundaries I have set
Knowing I'ma meet em like
Its alright
Say it loud
Know I'm saying it a lot but momma I'ma make you proud
Know the moments how they dwindle when I'm not holding it down
This my moment I'ma sprinkle all my heart up in this crowd
I surround every thing I do with only love
Ask around, they might tell you that I'm tripping hard
Every noun that I keep is up a step above
Know the sound of the clock
Here to turn it up
Flush
Wide awake
Know my eyes been looking so low
Knowing whats at stake
Better buy it while it's still low
Oxymoron take
Put the riser with the low blow
See how this the break
Switch it up we going forward
Here the second, I'm the messenger of harrowed takes
Passing through the airport, hope I make it with whats in my case
I just want to load my shit with stamps
Look back on these days
Knowing that I did it
Put my passion down in every place
Ace tucked, see the river I'ma make a scene
Make trust with the dealer flowing like a stream
Wake up in the morning like was that a dream?
Break up with my habits, I been eating lean
We dream bigger
No plead in me
Please stay with me
We aim steady
Ex nay on the
Old ways come on
Get paid off of
My brain karma
We braid commas
Weave it through the tax notes
Milk it like some lactose
Rascals in the cash flows
Pockets filled with ash holes
I don't even smoke no more
Asking for my time back
No answer when I made the call
Hello
No one is available to take your call
Please leave a message after the tone
Flush
Wide awake
Know my eyes been looking so low
Knowing whats at stake
Better buy it while it's still low
Oxymoron take
Put the riser with the low blow
See how this the break
Switch it up we going forward
I'm a walking oxymoron
You'd never know it if we met
One minute talking like I'm Sauron
Next I fall to what I've bred
See