Am I speaking your language yet
When I cast aside all of my borrowed time
You should smile some more they said
But I can't deny there's something wrong inside
So I'll watch from the sidelines
From the phone screen
Or the tv
I'm so far and I'm confined
Forcing absence
They all told me
There's nothing more I'd want then to be there
I don't mean to be so cold
I don't believe in what I'm told
All I'm left with is my mind
Which let me down so many times
Call me selfish when I come up
When you speak my name
To everyone who stays
You should smile it could be worse
I could say the same
Then maybe I would change
So I'll watch
From the sidelines
From the phone screen
Or the tv
I'm so far
And I'm confined
Forcing absence
They all told me
I don't mean to be so cold
I don't believe in what I'm told
All I'm left with is my mind
Which let me down so many times
Don't let me down
Just like the rest
I don't mean to be so cold
I don't believe in what I'm told
All I'm left with is my mind
Which let me down so many times
I don't mean to be so cold
I don't believe in what I'm told
All I'm left with is my mind
Which let me down so many times