Tim Colliander - Indecisive Mind Lyrics

I might feel estranged lately I've been thinking about how that came to be
Because I know, I don't want to see you but I want to show, that all you did was poisoning my ground in subtle fear
I don't want to believe that the poison growing round you isn't real

I don't know how to see or how to know if it shows
Through my lives affaires that I'm just trying blindly to compare
Myself with bigger people that I really cannot bare
Cause I want to believe that the poison growing round me isn't there

With time they won't notice or even care when you're around
I could still hold it back but I could hardly make a sound
If someone told me how to break away or make a change
I could still hold it back but I could hardly make a change
I could still hold it back but I could hardly make a change
I could still hold it back but I could hardly make a change