Pawn Boy Video (MV)

How it bothers me incessantly, but the, thoughts fall always, in-between
I can never hear your voice
But what I do feel and what I see, drives me forward to believe
In pain is the only way i ever see you and this
Pain is the only thing that'll ever seem to exist

I tried so hard to see what'll do you well, to break the spell
To be the one in, your life, that could change
You wanted to fall in love at first, sight again
The worst lie or the, greatest sin
With pain is the only way ill ever see you and
This pain is the only reason love like yours persist

In hateful pride unconscious mist
Living life just to exist
A cold undying steady heart
Beating just to play a part

All that i said that i did could really be ignored
When i get to talk to you i forget and what is real isn't what i thought
To be a pawn in your game is just my way to think that i ended up close
When i talk to you i forget and what is real isn't what i thought

How i hate life in this, way it goes, a steady pulse
Life matters more if, it can endure
Cause for each moment you live what, matters is
Unchanged thoughts and, things you miss
In pain is the only way ill ever see you and
In pain is the only way folks like you ever begin

Your pain was justified till it changed again
What mattered was unnamed and then
You wouldn't intend to change

You might have grown up to be who you wanted to
But never challenged your point of View

Pain is the only thing you'll ever come to respect
Pain is the only thing that'll ever make you regret
And pain is my greatest feeling while i love you
Pain was always there it never started anew

All that i said that i did could really be ignored
When i get to talk to you i forget and what is real isn't what i thought
To be a pawn in your game is just my way to think that i ended up close
When i talk to you i forget and what is real isn't what i thought