Tim Colliander - These Days Lyrics

Before i could love what parts had to change
What moved my mind moved my brains
Now nothing but the cure remains
Now i can, be declared sane

Im alone with my feelings with you on my case
I split my thoughts and shift my brains
The antidote lies on my plate
But i don't trust so easily these days

Im told I can't hate myself just because
You took the parts, you took the love
I can't change myself just because
You made the calls, you were above

Yet i made my decision and changed my name
See what pictures could sustain
A life without problems, without pain
Yet i don't trust so easily these days
These days these days these days

Oh what i wish but never try
These bottled up feelings are stuck inside
Oh what i wish but never try
These bottled up feelings are stuck inside

I still can't get quite what you were about
Your weakness pulled us out of love
Your answers i couldn't comprehend
Back then my interest, was just pretend

I played my feelings as you'd cast spells
With thoughts that bind, to just what felt
Alone in the picture of a part
A play of sort, disgustingly jarred

All the things i thought i loved
I spit on it, i see it as dull
While secrets they could just bleed out
Trusting comes as an act of love

All competition that went my ways
Splits my head, to divide what's safe
With nothing but hard love and pain
I don't trust so easily these days
These days these days these days
These days these days these days
These days these days these days