Tim Colliander - Trust Lyrics

Got me back now
I'm turning back into the one I was
You don't feel
This is because of you it's just because
And I can't blame you
There's nothing I can say that's gonna help
And I don't want to
What I want to say I keep to myself

Is it because I am concealing that I stay like this
Do my thoughts, put my feelings in a mist

And does it matter
What thoughts I can't open in my mind
If I can't reach them I know that you probably can
So I trust you to know, me, more than I, really do on my own
What I must do, if I am to meet with what I want

My innocence says there's not much left soon I'll be gone and nonetheless
I find no reason there is no way to blame someone I made this

Still I feel like there's some sort of consequence I can't grasp
And that the truth, is something I can't reach or can get past
I don't want to benefit from your feelings or regret
I don't want to, all I get to reach is just a debt

I don't want you but I need company
I don't want you but I need company
I don't want you but I need company
I don't want you but I need company

If you'd trust me you'd know no one will be coming back for this
If you'd trust me you'd know no one will be coming back for this
If you'd trust me you'd know no one will be coming back for this
If you'd trust me you'd know you'd have to leave me I guess

But you don't trust me, and frankly I don't either I am drowned
In this feeling and all I am to you is a clown
To resist that is to admit my failures from before
Just to be here is not just to fail it's something more