Help Me to Fight Video (MV)

Another long night all alone
Hearing the devil throw stones
Come on boy, go on boy
Whatcha waitin for?
Type in the code
Unlock the door
Pull out that five shot
Out from the drawer

Mouth on the barrel
Wait for the roar
Squeeze the trigger
And suffer no more

Everyday this thought
Enters my head
Most days I long
To finally be dead
I beg and I weep
To die in my sleep
But each morning
I wake up instead

I wont be the one
To take my own life
Deep down in my heart
I know it aint right
To say goodbye
And leave behind strife
Lord Jesus help me
Lord Jesus help me to fight