Sometimes I hate life
Sometimes I wanna escape life
Sometimes I wanna take life
Or I should just shut the f*ck up and face life
Cuz u can't Fake life
This shit is Real
I'm young nigga on the mic
Tryna get a deal
Skinny nigga I ain't have a lot of meals
So u know I'm Tryna get it everyday till I get killed
Cuz it's niggas in field
And I even got beef
But if they think I'm somebody else
They gone shoot my ass still
Im tryna move I ain't Tryna stay still
And if this rap shit don't work then imma have to rob and steal
Lemme rewind back
Wish I could push time back
But when time pass
U never can get that time back
My minds cracked
In the gutter
Pickin up mind scraps
I think I'm trapped
Bein controlled
Like my minds tapped
It's like we're born to do bad
Look where we from
I look at myself different
Tryna get shit done
And all I need is support
But I can't trust no One
I feel like the only loyal nigga under the Sun
Sometimes
We don't really know what we got or what we want
And sometimes
We don't understand what we got till it's gone
And sometimes
I wanna be on my own but I don't wanna be alone
But this time I juss feel like F*ck everybody
That's the shit that I'm on
That's the shit that I'm on
Idk what's goin on
Idk what's goin on
I wanna be on my own
But I don't want to be alone
I don't wanna be alone
What the f*ck is goin on
1 time for the money
2 times for the fame
3 times for the fact the 2 things I said before they will never mean a thang
Once before I was in a gang
But It just wasn't my scene so I had to make a change
13 wit a dream
Of bein a ball player
And fascinatin my neighbors
But now I'm makin them sing
They say I'm doin my thang
So ain't no reason to stop it now
I got the mic in my hand and I can't
Drop it now
Got no other option now
And I ain't here to rap about a bunch a shit I'm not about
I got do it proper now
Cuz nigga I'm the truth
I ain't here to be in the loop
I ain't here to talk about how I shoot
I ain't here to front like I be drivin coups
Cuz nigga I come from nothin my fridge ain't even got juice
I came up on water and soup
I think y'all people blind to the fact
Fallin asleep writings the only time I lie in my raps
Y'all suicidal how y'all niggas always lie on them tracks
Y'all need a bible
How y'all niggas be relying on acts
Ain't no opinion man I always stay
On top of the facts
And I don't need anybody
I got my own damn back
I'm just a New York nigga
Wit a pen a pad
Staying on top of my craft
And nobody holdin me back
Sometimes
We don't really know what we got or what we want
And sometimes
We don't understand what we got till it's gone
And sometimes
I wanna be on my own but I don't wanna be alone
But this time I juss feel like F*ck everybody
That's the shit that I'm on
That's the shit that I'm on
Idk what's goin on
Idk what's goin on
I wanna be on my own
But I don't want to be alone
I don't wanna be alone
What the f*ck is goin on