April 11th I'm writing this
I don't even know what time it is
Same demons that I'm fighting with
It's in my head so I'm fine with it
Everybody always hiding it
Selling lies not buying it
I fade away the more high I get
Then dissapear in my flying ship
Everybody always asking
"What is it you wanna do?"
I keep it all to myself
What does it matter to you?
Maybe I... just need to see more things, one day Imma choose
For now let me handle the cruise
Don't read what you see on the news
I could use a step back
Yeah I really meant that
Lately I've been alone
Wonder where my friends at
Never call or text back
Never get so attached
Then it ends like that
Always ends like that
But I... just gotta focus on myself
I realized that the only one I got's myself
If we're alive and this gift from god is just a blessing
Then why am I still here?
I guess that's the only question
Wait...
Oh... I... guess it is what it is
The future is up to the kids
And we're gonna get to it quick
Holding on for dear life
Just like when she holding on my...
But they do not know what it is
And they'll never know what we did
Woah... wait
Let me just take me a picture
Forever and ever it's witchya
With no lens I can see through the image
And none of your photos are printed
On photoshop they're pretending
Be quiet the movie's beginning
And we might never see the... ending