Timur Nova - never be the same Lyrics

I used to think that this was what love was
But being let down teaches you a lot
I spent a lot of time tryna see where you're coming from
Was so lost in my head i forgot
That I'm supposed to come first
And you're supposed to come next
I know what I deserve
Because I know myself best
And I'm not tryna say you're not a good person, that's not true
But I'm all f**ked up because of you
I haven't been okay
Ever since you left me
Can't help but overthink
You played me like a game
How could you do this to me
I'll never be the same
(hey, never be the same)
(hey, never be the same)
(hey, never be the same)
(hey, hey)
And I know I can't blame you
For not knowing what you want
But I must admit I'm trying so hard
Not to fall apart
Didn't think I'd fall this hard
Now i'm still falling, just falling
And I guess that I have
Everything I could need
My group of ride-or-die friends
I know they always got me
But I gotta admit that I wanted you too
Is that selfish of me? Bit off more than I could chew
I haven't been okay
Ever since you left me
Can't help but overthink
You played me like a game
How could you do this to me
I'll never be the same
(hey, never be the same)
(hey, never be the same) I'll never be it baby
(hey, never be the same) Hey yeah
(hey, hey) How could you
(hey, never be the same)
(hey, never be the same)
Played me like a game, never be the same
(hey, hey)