tiny seagulls - in time Lyrics

I'm not sure I want to know
Even half of the things I do
And I'm not sure I needed to see
Even a fraction of what I did

But then again it's made me who I am
But then again I'm not sure that's good
And again I'm starting all over
And again I'm the reason why

Paint me a picture of an airplane
Or a joyride that's gone wrong
And in time I'll understand what it meant
Draw a line over the ocean
To the place where I nearly died
And in time I'll learn to see it's not the end

I'm not sure I want to do
Even half of the things I dream of
And I'm certain that I need to
Keep this closer than before

And once again it's taking hold of me
And once again I let it go to waste
As every hand outstretched is left untouched
As every heart extended meets rejection

Paint me a picture of an airplane
Or a joyride that's gone wrong
And in time I'll understand what it meant
Draw a line over the ocean
To the place where I nearly died
And in time I'll learn to see it's not the end

And these are the best of times
These are the darkest nights
These are the reasons why
We do the things we do

And those were the worst of days
Those were the brightest lights
Those were the seasons when
Our roads still had a shoulder

Paint me a picture of an airplane
Or a joyride that's gone wrong
And in time I'll understand what it meant
Draw a line over the ocean
To the place where I nearly died
And in time I'll learn to see it's not the end

I'm not sure I want to know
Even half of the things I do
But I know I needed to see you
See you today