Another weekend
Ignoring every obligation
Drown out the noise with smoke till I feel responsibility fading
I'll set reminders
And ignore them all together
Drown out the things that matter and waste my time on things I like better
I'll get up and be productive, but give up and feel redundant
I'm trying to get better, but I can't get past the way that I am
Crying on the couch because I can't stop feeling worthless
I try to ask for help, but I can't find the words to tell you what's wrong
Hiding under
The weight of this blanket, my habits are making me wonder
If I'll ever get over these bad f*cking patterns that feel like they're killing me
I'm trapped in my mindset
My vices won't set me free
Waste all my savings
Eating fast food on the daily
I can feel my stomach turning
I feel like shit, my body must hate me
I'm getting older
I can't stay like this forever
Give up on my bad habits
And work to get my life back together
Trying to get better, but I can't get past the way that I
Try to ask for help, but I can't find the words
Hiding under
The weight of this blanket, my habits are making me wonder
If I'll ever get over these bad f*cking patterns that feel like they're killing me
I'm trapped in my mindset
My vices won't set me free
And I wonder
Will I ever get over this hunger
Cowering over my head in my bed while I'm trying to f*cking sleep
My vices won't set me free