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Rc beats on the f*ckin track
I try to face my fears but they end out as a bucket of tears
I swear these problems get deeper but i try not to get near
Always feeling criticized but f*ck it's always that shit that's homicide
I face a bigger picture
Always knowing my shit will be a little temper
I try not to think about the hate that's a different setup
I swear myself is tired of that dressup
Shooters come and kill, can't be scared to backup
Too much to handle, can't lose and put myself there
So much pain, always myself being blamed
Can't control help it's never safe
Got bigger bro's can't let them fall in their own lane
I try to forget the problems but it feels like i can't
Maintain it, either way i have to train
Don't give a f*ck about fame
Not an instagram addict, i will never change
Lot to lose but shit i'm always not scared for a bruise
Always got to keep a fight, never knowing where my life can go to
Can't lose another person that shit hurts deep down in my heart
Like hopefully this could be my last scar
Put a lot of effort i know i'll be far
I know killers want to kill me can't let that charge
Seems like my impact has fallen apart
I grind my ass off to get to the charts
Throw me like a dart, i feel the pain inside my heart (My heart)
Stomach ache's, can't eat or sleep cause all that shit i sacrifice
Overthinking f*ck feels like i'm thinking twice
F*ck this, let me live my life
Hard struggle through the pain
Always have to deal with something it's never nice
I try my best to feel right
Always got to keep it there even tho i'm feeling alright
Before i used to look at the moon with no stars
Feels dark, i had my bro's looking at my start
I never give up, it's always this shit i had messed up
Keep yo head up, disgrace moments i feel you
You need to get up
Reminiscing, i swear Life's a Dream
Thank you for being on this journey with me
I really mean it
I appreciate everything with this album
Onto the next one
God bless!