Tired of Wisdom - Void Lyrics

It can't take me any further it took me as far as it could
I lie here, I'm stuck here, I mope here and I'm not moving
It has caught up to me, it weighs me down on this bed
I don't know what to name these symptoms but dissatisfaction

My ignored demands my recognition
I don't have enough depth to bury them
They claw under my skin desperate for air
I'll become self-aware to expel them

Deep breath, in and out, hold for ten
Release, please repeat, in and out again
Settle down, find your space
I'm up, down, around and again, I'm dizzy

I have fallen back to square one, it took me as far as it could
I lie here, I'm stuck here, I mope here and I'm not moving
It has found me again, it weighs me down on this bed
I don't know what to name these symptoms but dissatisfaction

My ignored demands my recognition
I don't have enough depth to bury them
They claw under my skin desperate for air
I'll become self-aware to expel them

Deep breath, in and out, hold for ten
Release, please repeat, in and out again
Settle down, find your space
And feel it, in and out, through and through here we go

Understanding has
Not gotten rid of
These feelings that plague
Me buried down in
My stomach that churns
From your deep breathing
Realisations have
Gotten me nowhere