Tiva Deason - AngelPowder (feat. Konstantino Ayala) Lyrics

How do you escape a swelling void?
Filled by the things that you had destroyed
Ask my brain why it's so paranoid
I can never sleep because of these thoughts
That run through my head and tie into a knot
Ask yourself what you keep trying to avoid
Don't blame me for going back to what I know
Even though
It breaks my soul
For a second I am home
How do you ask for help when they
Still, judge you behind your face
All these looping thoughts I'm never safe
There's one thing that you'll never take from me
That's my voice, the one thing that saved me
Angel powder was never my choice
You can't hear the sounds of abuse
Going inside my head
But even if you did
You would never say sorry for all that you put me through
So instead, I do
For you
For you, I try
For you, I'd lie
For you, I'd cry
It's every time
Your emerald eyes
I lose my mind
I think of you
Baby all of the time
All of the time
I just wish you were mine
Darling do I still have time
But you'll never know what it destroys
I give it all up
I give you my love
You're an angel baby, you're like wanderlust
Just like angel powder darling, you shine so bright
Promise me you'll never give it up just for one night
Ooh, you could never find
Inside
Why am I weak?
(Why am I weak?)
Why do I run?
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Do you know what it destroys?