Tiya - Chamomile Tea Lyrics

Burn my tongue on the side of my tea mug
I should be asleep now instead of in the kitchen thinking 'bout
How I'm stressed while you're in the other room, you rest
I've tried meditating twice now but it didn't really calm me down
I want to be strong for you
Never show you that I'm hurting too
I want you to be alright
So I wait to fall apart at night
I want to be there for you
But I can't be there for you if I'm barely there for myself
I want you to be alright, be alright
Home remedies
Got no money for therapy
So I breathe deeply
And count one, two, three
Hoping my anxieties will leave with Chamomile Tea
Home remedies
Got no money for a xanny
So I breathe deeply
And count one, two, three
Hoping my anxieties will leave with
Chamomile Tea -
I drink every time I start to sink
Everything around me feels like it'll drown me
I want to be strong for you
Never show you that I'm hurting too
I want you to be alright
So I wait to fall apart at night
I want to be there for you
But I can't be there for you if I'm barely there for myself
I want you to be alright, be alright
Home remedies
Got no money for therapy
So I breathe deeply
And count one, two, three
Hoping my anxieties will leave with Chamomile Tea
Home remedies
Got no money for a xanny
So I breathe deeply
And count one, two, three
Hoping my anxieties will leave with
Chamomile Tea
So I just kind of sit here in silence
With noises and thoughts running through my head
That I can't stop no matter how hard I try
And maybe one day they'll stop me
But until then...