T.K Jones - The Demon Within Me Lyrics

Chained to a standpipe barely breathing
A couple of broken bones they left me severely beaten
No food or water surviving man and I continue bleeding
Not making it out alive within intentions on leaving
Crucified as the devil not liking the way I'm living
Exchanging life for a soul with everything I was giving
Running round in the shadows and trying to continue hidden
You don't understand the story lets start it from the beginning.

Seeing demons as a youngin stop manifesting my anger
No longer feel in control they taking over a stranger
Destroy a piece of the world so that the people can blame us
No fear of living or dying always surrounded by danger
Attacking me in my sleep my life is a living hell
And killing to gain power accepting how it prevails
Its running throughout my system to cycle down to my cells
Its time to conquer the world unravel out of my shell
Devoted an illusion conclusion to gaining conscious
As taking over my mind and getting rid of the nonsense
To live a better life without lies and becoming honest
But its death around the corner that's re-igniting the violence
Try to use it as a weakness because I'm showing them kindness
A battle beyond evil unstable without a balance
I'm screaming to let it go but it keep on ending in silence
Lord help me and forgive me I'm suffering in this challenge
I'm fighting towards addiction cause pain with every affliction
I'm trouble looking for action they label me as a menace
Eradicating the flow of the current causing some friction
And never be satisfied with the fact I live in existence
Emancipate from this world he never letting me end it
He rather I cause damage continue to be relentless
Keep selling me all these dreams and turning them into gimmicks
I feel that I'm at my limit but knowing it aint finished
I wanted to leave it all without me loosing my family
Perpetuated cycle that's driving me to insanity
Living life in this hell hole suffering in this tragedy
Stay with me till the end I hope you never abandon me
Praying that I can wake up get away from this fantasy
Praying that I can wake up get away from this fantasy
Praying that I can wake up get away from this fantasy
Praying that I can wake up get away from this fantasy
F*ck, damn