Deep in my memories best of em came from Goodson lane
Some of them people still around me but it's not the same
It's been long time but it's still the same game
Reminiscing bout the past with a shot of pain
Look in my family eyes and they tired cause time for a change
Up all night cause I'm workin so they can eat off my name
Moving on being patient but it drive me insane
I want it all for my mama but I'm afraid of the fame
Like do they really want the real me
Coming home trynna tell em that it's different but that it's still me
Let this melody come heal me
And I knowing ima do it but don't let my dream come and kill me
Don't tell me you gon be here for me when you know you won't
Don't tell me that you love me when you know you don't
Rather deal with all I'm better on my own
Cause the Dark only scary when you stand all alone
Look in the eyes of a monster
I don't remember who saw me
And if I hurt you I'm sorry
They always said I was a problem
Look in the eyes of a monster
I don't remember who saw me
And if I hurt you I'm sorry
They always said I was a problem
Back to back days I need another guess I'm pfening nen
Living what they never told us watchin cnn
Like how pretty girls lie and they ttm
Wish I left you with heart back in my dm
Take one break another been long day
Got no choice but to handle it the wrong way
People that I love with the words I say
So I get it if you leave but I hope you stay
Feel like I'm always finding comfort in the wrong light
I'm always finding love at the wrong time
Nana asking how I'm doing say I'm doin fine
No point in asking me again but she can smell a lie
Times gettin hard I turn my back to the wind
Calling for your love but I'm not asking again
Locked inside a room working hard for win de
Hoping when it's done that you forgive me for my sins
Look in the eyes of monsters
I don't remember who saw me
And if I hurt you I'm sorry
They always said I was problem
Look in the eyes of monsters
I don't remember who saw me
And if I hurt you I'm sorry
They always said I was problem