TMP - Real Talk (feat. Rjay) Lyrics

A lot of rappers talk about shit that they don't actually got
They just do it to try and flex but I can't say shit cause I do that too
So I'm gonna be real with you for a little bit
Like a hundred percent real with you
No flex just real talk

Yo
I don't got this money that I talk about
I don't got no bad bitches sittin' on the couch
Shit if I'm bein' honest man I'm full of doubt
I often doubt myself and even those around
I think I'm bein' used just like a hand-me-down
I often think my friends just wanna watch me drown
I love y'all but my mind gets lost and can't be found
I try to listen to advice but I don't hear a sound
I'm sayin' when my mind starts gettin' foggy I start feelin' hella froggy
And just wanna leap off a bridge or get hit by a car
See I've went over this before I have depression it oppresses me
It's testing me every day man it's trying to get the best of me
And if it wasn't for my friends and family it would've bested me
But the thing is I love y'all to much so I can't rest in piece
I wait for the day when I can be in complete ecstasy
But until then my mind's a vessel sadly I'm shipwrecked at sea
Yea

Just let me live
Just let me
I'm just tryna do what is best for me
I'm just tryna walk in my destiny yea
Just let me live
Just let me
I'm just tryna do what is best for me
I'm just tryna walk in my destiny yea

Now I often try to put up walls to separate myself not from you but from all my flaws
I keep adding on to the bricks until they're stories tall
Even though I can reach the top I always slip and fall
And on my way to the ground I just pray to be found
Every day I can say with no doubt that this may
Be my grave and I'm afraid that I won't make it
Twenty-eight is around the corner I don't wanna call the coroner
I may be stuck in purgatory you know cause you heard my story
Shit's been such a rocky road but I can't just divert my course
Cause who knows what my story holds?
Even though it's full of woes I might fall into a hole or maybe find a bunch of gold
These are possibilities that keep my thoughts from killing me
This plot just keeps on thickening it's hard to stop from reading
Cause the thing is I'm too deep I wanna see just where it sends me
I got this far through the story guess I'll read the ending

Just let me live
Just let me
I'm just tryna do what is best for me
I'm just tryna walk in my destiny yea
Just let me live
Just let me
I'm just tryna do what is best for me
I'm just tryna walk in my destiny yea