(Suave)
I told em "I feel better" so they stop coming roun'
But honestly I'm bad at coping, Ion even want no love around
All that shit be fake, they den' crossed me so I feel hate
Sometimes I don't even know myself, I wake up and I feel fake
I lowkey been tryna' better my life, I be talking to Imani, she help me pray
I was traumatized at a young age, 12 years old and they blew out his face
Bro said he "tryna' get high as space" and I know it's cause he filled with pain
I can't even help em (Damn) and that's bringing me pain
I know if I die it's retaliation behind my name
But what's the point of that if I can't even go and live my life?
I remember when I was a kid I ain't even wanna cut the lights
Now my favorite time is when it's dark, ain't that a surprise?
Niggas tell you that it's love but they be telling lies
I be hoping God hear me, that's why I look to the sky
I remember I felt a angel, he was probably right there in disguise
I'm tired of all my dead ones, having to be up there in the sky
A nigga play with my brother name, you know we bring gas to the flame
I just want all of the money, I'm screaming f*ck all the fame
I don't wanna have to go cry, that's why I tell you stay safe
Lord know's how many people have died, I'm glad that we seen another day
I put my love in you, so please do not play in my face
They say I "care too much bout music" I tell em "get the f*ck out my face"
Nigga you wasn't roun' when I was down so f*ck up out my face
And nigga you can get the f*ck from roun' if you gon hesitate
My heart starting to get way colder than December
I think bout them good times, tell me, do you remember?
I wanna be around for all the times that you can't feel love, love
My heart starting to get way colder than December
I think bout them good times, tell me, do you remember?
I wanna be around for all the times that you can't feel love, love
This ain't no Story Mode once you lose yo life, not coming back
They den crossed me so bad when they come around my soul detach
I pay attention to the future, they tell me "don't look in the past"
They say "whatever happened, let it happen and it's gon' be that"
That usually be the case, but when you like me you feel the rage
Brodie keep telling me how he popping all these X's going insane
I wanna save em from his demons but I can't and that's a shame
I save the bro's before a hoe because I never wore a cape
They tell me that they love me, where the love at when I need it?
When they gave me the news, could've sworn I just stopped breathing
I want that La'Ferrari so I pull up and start teasing
Because I knew that I would make it even if they say I didn't
(Want that La'Ferrari so I pull up and start teasing)
(Because I knew that I would make it, even if they say I didn't)
(Yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah)