To the Sea - Self-Control Lyrics

Found myself on the roof again
Driving fast just to hear the wind
Trapped myself in the heat again
When I thought I would fall again
What's the point of a message in a bottle if it says nothing at all
But I read it
And believe it

I lost my self-control in the crash
In the aftermath of losing sight of who I'm meant to be
I put myself at fault at least a hundred times
And prove to be the man you thought I'd be
When I failed me

Found myself doing anything
Just to feel like I mean a thing
Strung out just to hear a voice that doesn't sound like mine.
Tuck myself in a different day
Hoping time would just heal the pain
Not a chance I could feel a thing to take away the time

I lost my self-control in the crash
In the aftermath of losing sight of who I'm meant to be
I put myself at fault at least a hundred times
And prove to be the man you thought I'd be
When I failed me

One minute please
Don't look at me
I'm hear to die from this disease
Don't let it hurt your eyes to see
Just give me time to go inside
Collect the pieces of my mind
It f*cking shattered over time

I lost my self-control in the crash
In the aftermath of losing sight of who I'm meant to be
I put myself at fault at least a hundred times
And prove to be the man you thought I'd be
When I failed me