toasty. - Demons Lyrics

Woke up in the same hell again
Another day no way to pretend
My mind's a battlefield I'm bleeding out
Every step another scream, another doubt
The bottle's empty, but the pain remains
Can't drown these demons running through my veins
Some nights I prayed not to wake
But you pulled me back before I'd break

Every breath feels like a curse
I can't tell if it's getting better or worse
But when I'm inches from giving in
You're the only ones pulling me from within

I'll endure though I'm close to the end,
For you my friends who won't let me bend.
When I'm falling you're my safety net,
You're the reason I haven't quit yet
I'll endure though the shadows are near
Because you my friends make the path clear
Even when I want to fade away
You're the light that forces me to stay

I'll endure though I'm barely breathing
You keep my heart beating
I'll endure though I'm broken inside
For you I'll never hide

There were nights I held the blade
Thinking how easy it'd be to fade
But you called and I couldn't lie
You saved me when I wanted to die
The weight of the world kept me down
But you showed up before I drowned
I tried to push you away keep you out
But you saw through my silence through the doubt

I'm haunted every night
Fighting demons out of sight
But you you were there when no one could see
The war inside that was killing me
Every time I'm ready to go
You're the only reason I say "no"

I'll endure though I'm close to the end,
For you my friends who won't let me bend.
When I'm falling you're my safety net,
You're the reason I haven't quit yet
I'll endure though the shadows are near
Because you my friends make the path clear
Even when I want to fade away
You're the light that forces me to stay

I'll endure though I'm barely breathing
You keep my heart beating
I'll endure though I'm broken inside
For you I'll never hide

I thought every day could be my last
But you wouldn't let me die that fast
You were there when no one else cared
When I was falling you weren't scared
So I'll endure through the darkest night
For you I'll keep up the fight

I'll endure though the pain's still real
Because you're the reason I can heal
I'll endure even if I fall apart
For you I'll keep my beating heart
You've kept me here when I had no will
And for you I'll endure still