[ Featuring Kala ]
My car won't start, I can't afford to fix it
I'll sing this song and post it somewhere
Pray to God that someone clicks
And here you are
While I've got you there's some shit I need to say
My father worked his whole damn life
Retired with his health
Within a year he died
And I can't say this shit out loud
But I'm kinda jealous he got out
'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore
Yeah, I don't be here anymore
If sorrow shared is sorrow halved
Then tell me why this hurts so bad
My head's f*cked up
I don't know how to fix it (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Every day's an uphill battle
I've tried it all and nothing sticks
I try so hard to be a better me
But I'm not him today (Yuh)
When I asked you to be my wife
I invited you to hell
To spend your whole damn life
And I knew damn f*cking well
That this is who I am
It's how I'll always be
And I can't say this shit out loud
But you'd be better off without me
'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore
Yeah, I don't be here anymore
If sorrow shared is sorrow halved
Then tell me why this hurts so bad
'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore
Yeah, I don't be here anymore
I don't want to be here anymore
F*ck
