I Think I Used To Matter Video (MV)

It's just me, you know
5' 10", 130 pounds
I spend nights at home
It seems lonely but I rather like it
I sleep alone
The Matthews family tucks me in each night
And I try to fight it
But I want that life

You made me something I despise
But I can't put that on you
Well, I guess I just did

Something I can't shake
'Cause I fall apart when you look at me
Habits I can't break
Like a cringe entry in a diary
I feel like I could die, feel like I could die
Don't know till you try
Could die and day now
Something I can't shake
'Cause I fall apart when you look at me

Leave me alone
As far as I'm concerned you reached a new low
When you said you liked me better like this
I'm sleeping alone
I get a full 8 hours now that you don't keep me up
You can't keep me up

You made me something I despise
But I can't put that on you anymore

Something I can't shake
'Cause I fall apart when you look at me
Habits I can't break
Like a cringe entry in a diary
I feel like I could die, feel like I could die
Let's try this one more time
Could die and day now
Something I can't shake
'Cause I fall apart

'Cause I fall apart when you look at me
'Cause I fall apart

I think I used to matter
We'd spend all our nights
Watching MTV on your parents' couch
And it's not that I want that back
It's just the fact that we don't talk
And when we do, it's weird
And I don't want that
No, I don't want that

I think I used to matter
We'd spend all our nights
Watching MTV on your parents' couch
And it's not that I want that back
It's just the fact that we don't talk
And when we do, it's weird
And I don't want that
No, I don't want that

I think I used to matter
I think I used to matter