I'm misdiagnosed
It's all caving in
You're saying you're sorry
And I don't know why
'Cause it's nothing you did
It's suddenly too late
You've already left
'Cause I won't say sorry for wanting to die
But I meant what I said
Me? I'm a mess
Not the kind you clean or fix
But the kind that you detest
I'm shit out of hope
I want this to end
I'm changing my number and selling our home
Where you left me for dead
You didn't talk to me
You just f*cking left
I'll never say sorry for trying to die
Kinda wish that I did
Kinda wish that I did
Me? I'm a mess
Not the kind you clean or fix
But the kind that you detest
The kind that you detest
Me? I'm a mess
Not the kind you clean or fix
But the kind that you detest
The kind that you detest
You couldn't lose me
So you threw me away
Eugh
Ain't that some shit?
Make it make sense
You threw me away
I'm in my own way and you'll never find me
I'm in my own way again
I'm in my own way and you'll never find me
I'm in my own way again