Todd Lorenz - Here I Am (Alternate Version) Lyrics

The struggle's real, I can't feel
What used to drive me every day
I lost my passion, nothing's lastin'
My mind's not the same
It's like an itch
I can't scratch
It's all just out of reach
Memories fade, slip away
I don't know what I need
But here I am...

I'm not kicking, barely existing
A pale shade of who I used to be
Too much time to be alive
Getting old is a terminal disease
It's like a fog, a kind of haze
My memories seem unknown
I was sharp, and so alive
Now I feel so alone
But here I am...

I watched the sun rise, watched it die
On everything I've ever been
I can't believe I've been deceived
My brain is like a broken sieve
It's like I died without the death
My life doesn't feel like my own
There's a stranger living in my head
And my mirror shows someone I don't know
But here I am...