Toku Excelsior - Amends Lyrics

It's your boy Toku right here man
It's the feeling at 3:02

I'm trying to make amends
Realizing I got list of wrongs that never ends
So glad that I didn't lose my friends
On God, now I can reminisce
Those days, I used to keep the cents to buy scents, so she can be impressed
Mika, I should have treat you best
In my car, we had amazing sex
At my crib the neighbors were impressed
Iri, we had so many firsts
I should've gave my best
It sucks, I made you stressed
In my heart, you were an amazing guest
I felt loved, but wasn't ready to invest
Ivy, you were an amazing girl
With that black curly hair
You was there and everywhere
Your type is kinda rare
My heart just couldn't bear
I did you too unfair
Guess I'm not to be paired
In my heart, I felt loneliness
And my heart felt like I'm an empty nest
I had love, but wasn't ready to progress

I'm trying to make amends
Starting from the choices that I made, that made you mad
I'd like to help with rent
I wish you happiness
I hope you meet good friends
You deserve happy ends
In my heart, your flame will never quench
I tried hard, but wasn't ready to be blend

Esther, you know I can't forget
You made me really melt
With those eyes, I pray you don't regret
Yeah, huh

I'm trying to make amends
Realizing i got lots of fails that never ends
On God, I'm trying to clear chest
On trust, I need to see the end
On God, some might just need my hand

I'm trying to make amends
Realizing i got lots of fails that never ends
On God, I'm trying to clear chest
On trust, I need to see the end
On God, some might just need my hand

I'm trying to make amends
I'm here with good intent
Pick up the phone, please
I'm here 100 percent
Easy on me, please
I know I got defects
Don't hate on me, please
I'm here on your defense
If you get dizzy
I'll help you cross the fence
I'm here to make amends
In case you need me
I'll walk you to the end
In me, you'll find a friend
You know
Huh, yeah

I'm trying to make amends
Realizing I got list of wrongs that never ends
So glad that I didn't lose my friends
On God, now I can reminisce
Those days, I used to keep the cents to buy scents, so she can be impressed
Mika, I should have treat you best
In my car, we had amazing sex
At my crib the neighbors were impressed
Iri, we had so many firsts
I should've gave my best
It sucks, I made you stressed
In my heart, you were an amazing guest
I felt loved, but wasn't ready to invest
Ivy, you were an amazing girl
With that black curly hair
You was there and everywhere
Your type is kinda rare
My heart just couldn't bear
I did you too unfair
Guess I'm not to be paired
In my heart, I felt loneliness
And my heart felt like I'm an empty nest
I had love, but wasn't ready to progress