Toku Excelsior - dumb Lyrics

It's really confusing
I thought she cared, but she only was seducing
Apparently, I'm the one that she was using
Mentally abusing, I run but I'm not moving
But understand, at first she was amazing
We f*cked while we were cruising, danced all night till morning
I had a clue, but I thought I was just tripping
Afraid to get her quitting, my fall was just beginning
It's really sad how I fell for all this bullshit
My heart couldn't control shit, now I'm a depressed shit
It's really sad cause my homies couldn't do shit
I was too blind to see shit, now I'm a just
Big boys don't cry, huh
Dumb dumb dumb
Big boys don't cry, huh
Dumb dumb dumb
I'm locked in regrouping
I sure deserve a little bit of whooping
Cause I was dumb to not to see I was losing
At times it was consuming, but I still kept it moving
But understand, love can be confusing
Having you to moving, to places that's polluting
Cause at that time, all I could smell was blooming
My little world was grooming, I thought I was improving
And here I am sounding like a
Big boys don't cry, huh
Dumb dumb dumb
Big boys don't cry, huh
Dumb dumb dumb
Huh
Now I'm weekly improving
Monday heals, Tuesday accuses
Wednesday still, then Thursday refuses
Friday still, then Saturday amuses
Sundays rebuking
Then my world's like
Big boys don't cry, huh
Dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb
Big boys don't cry, huh
Dumb dumb dumb
Big boys don't cry, huh
Big boys don't cry, huh