Tom Beales - Envy Lyrics

The deepest shade of green in the forest ain't got nothing on me, envy
I'm not afraid to admit that I'm jealous of your lack of fear, envy
I'm on a mission of utter destruction and it's ending with me, envy
Lovers who wander into the war path aren't people that you should envy
If I was willing to work harder
And not just blinded by my self destructive ways
Than to have never at all, perhaps sympathy's fault, envy
I could have sworn I was better than this but when I check again, envy
Maybe someone else in the world is looking at me with envy
But which hopeless dope struggling to cope would ever feel like that?
If I was willing to work harder
And not just blinded by my self destructive ways
I'm falling apart at the seams it seems
That I'm falling apart at the seams it seems
And all I want is unobtainable
Remain a fool I may
And if I appear to complain at all
Tell me to go away