Tom Heming - If Then Was Now Lyrics

If then was now
I know somehow
That we'd grow strong and try to work this out
And now I feel alone
I wish you could take me home
But you're not here anymore
Everything felt right
There was no reason to fight
We were flying oh so high
Is this meant to be
Will we last eternally
Has this ever crossed your mind before
You're casting me aside
You've broken my heart several times
Still I can't face losing you
I want you to stay
Not to go our separate ways
But the choice is already made
If then was now
I know somehow
That we'd grow strong and try to work this out
And now I feel alone
I wish you could take me home
But you're not here anymore
Drinking from the bottle
And throwing days away
Sharing all our secrets 'til nothing's left to say
Rest my head on your shoulder
Your hands brush through my hair
We'd look up at the stars and question what was way up there
Cause whether semi-detached
Or living in flats
Our circumstance won't stop me from thinking like that
I'll write the tune and sing the melody
I'll sing it for you
Just so that one day you can hear it and then you'll sing it too
I'm still missing you
I don't know what to do
Because you've moved away
And that is all there is to say
I live to fight another day
It's over 'cause we turned away
Our love we both cast away
I wish we could just talk it through
Another chance for me and you
But no
And I really thing that it would be okay to say
I never thought you'd make the decision to pack and move away
I ache with pain
It's crazy to think that we went from late night chats and kissing
To waves of venomous words spewing across our empty kitchen
I always told my friends that I knew that you were the one
Now it's clear to see that I was just the foolish one
I hate to have to say we're done
But I know that you're never coming back
I hope you hear my pain come through your speakers when you play this track
If then was now
I know somehow
That we'd grow strong and try to work this out
And now I feel alone
I wish you could take me home
But you're not here anymore
Cause now I'm moving on
I'm better now you're gone
I know we both feel pain
But it's a temporary stage
I've got to close your door
And open more
If then was now
I know somehow
That we'd grow strong and try to work this out
And now I feel alone
I wish you could take me home
But you're not here anymore
If then was now
I know somehow
That we'd grow strong and try to work this out
Now I feel alone
I wish you could take me home
But you're not here anymore