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I see you differently now
I'm looking up at the sky
Instead of down at the ground
While we're walking
You're talking
Too loud
I'll find my own way home somehow
I'll avoid being scared
How could I know you cared
About me?
But I'll say hi
As I pass by
Your room when I go out
Is it too late to start?
How could I even begin?
Do I owe you a thing to begin with?
I don't know who you are
You don't know where I am
And I haven't been in
The mood to try and explain
I shouldn't have to hide away
I'll wait for you to pull me aside and say
Something so you won't have to
Apologize for everything
I shouldn't have to be afraid
I'll wait patiently for you to reassure me
I'm worried
You'll say
Its over
I've learned to survive
I've searched in my mind
For a time
When I marveled the rain
I've earned my own pride
I've burnt and I've fined
On the odds there's anything at all left to gain
I shouldn't have to hide away
I'll wait for you to pull me aside and say
Something so you won't have to
Apologize for everything
I shouldn't have to be afraid
I'll wait patiently for you to reassure me
I'm worried
You'll say
Its over
I'm getting used to hiding away
I've waited long enough for you say
Something meaningful
But meaning to isn't enough