I'm counting the days
If I try hard enough
Maybe 9 will turn to 8
I'm finding ways to make the minutes move faster
I'm sleeping on trains
So I'll be there when i wake up
Is an hour enough
To avoid disaster?
I miss my dog and my kitchen
I miss the quiet at 3 am
I wonder if anythings changed yet
When will I feel like I've grown?
I've been trying more than you know
Maybe I'll get off at the next stop and walk home
Maybe i'll sit back, I owe myself
I've never been good at condoling
Maybe I'm further than I had hoped
Why won't the skies clear up?
I asked nicely
Why can't you promise me something unlikely?
What can I idly wait for now?
I'm out of strategies so now I might be
Out for the count unless somethings surprise me
I'll put my hands up and I'll allow
Myself to
Hit some delays
Maybe I need to slow down
But I've found
A few answers