Not Okay Video (MV)

It's not a one-off
It's not a normal day where I don't feel okay
It's not a heartbreak
It's not a temporary thing that goes away with time and sleep

I keep on thinking about it
My head is spinning around it
My body is aching and it won't go away

My blood is running - I'm feeling so sad
My mind is rushing - so bad
Anxiety is hitting - I'm feeling like an empty space
I feel so scattered - it won't go away
The breathing is working but I can't seem to stop the pain

I'm always down
I'm like a rollercoaster that never reaches the ground
I need to lie down
I need to stare at skies and clouds to make me feel alright

My blood is running - I'm feeling so sad
My mind is rushing - so bad
Anxiety is hitting - I'm feeling like an empty space
I feel so scattered - it won't go away
The breathing is working but I can't seem to stop the pain