Tom Orlando - Had Enough Lyrics

I can't lie God
I'm tired as f*ck
Excuse the words that I might say
I can't f*ck up this trust
I done built this life
From the ground up
I asked for the challenges
I've had enough
Look

I know it's been a while
But I must confess
I truly thought that I escaped
Finally cleaned this mess
25 I lived a lifetime of trauma
I'm stressed
Do you f*cking hear me calling
Am I nearing the end?
All the pain that I done went through
I'm trynna shed
I can't believe I see the drinking
F*cking starting again
Generational curses
I thought were nearing an end
I've finally got the point
I can't get up from my bed
I wanna sleep and dream away
Living up in the clouds
My bodies shutting down
It's hard to breath I think I might drown
All I want is something special
Showing me that it's worth it
It's all for a purpose
I think I deserve it
I'm trying everyday
To make a change
Try to turn the page
I wish my grandma didn't pass
But I guess it's fate
I'm feeling scared that everyday
I'm closer to the grave
Every death is a reminder
Not to live in shame
But I can't lie god
I'm tired as f*ck
Excuse the words that I might say
I can't f*ck up this trust
I done built this life
From the ground up
I asked for these challenges
But I've had enough