Freaking Out Video (MV)

At another party, didn't wanna go
Hundred people drinking alone
You're so pretty and you want me to stay
But in my head, I'm already home

If I could fake it honestly
I would, honestly

But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever"
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever"

I'm drying your eyes asking for a light
Fightin' on the side of the road
Baby, don't blame me, blame the ADHD
But I was never diagnosed

If I could fake it honestly
I would, honestly

But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever"
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever"

I'm a little past out my depth
Drowning in the deep end
And I know you can't understand
I'm freakin' out
I'm a little past pull me out
Fake a smile, calm down
And I know you can't understand

At another party, didn't wanna go
In my head I'm already home