Tomaskers - Facts (feat. Riddiman) Lyrics

Since i was 6 i had wanted to be a rapper
Starting writing at 10 years after i had heard
ICP in my dad's truck and once the song was over i was hooked
Became a juggalo on the day of October 31st
Tried writing horrorcore but couldn't get the formula
From 10-18 i tried and failed but what is it to ya
I started opening my mind and by 20 i improved immensely
Started collaborating and dropping tracks by the many
Gotta a duo project coming soon i am proud of it
Double Clutch be our name and we'll be causing ruckus
Shoutout to my boy Young Grizzley for having me on his album
Put my soul into the lyrics and I'm proud of the outcome
Gotta admit i still carry some horrorcore aspects
My lyrics can be demented but they still of passion
I do got bad depression i think its because i was lacking
Proper social skills was too shy but just know the fact is
I grew up in a good home was cared for and thats a fact
Never killed nobody and i never had strapped a gat
Ran from my bullies never beat someone with a bat
Always try to act kind and i never had to throw hands
Gave my ex-girlfriend 700 dollars so that
She wouldn't lose her house or daughter don't want the money back
And Yet when i still grip the mic i like to always act
As if I'm actually hard whenever i rap on a track
Haven't seen my father since i was 5 but its nothing to me
My step dad is my role model and i respect him truly
My mom is amazing was patient when i acted profusley
Got the best relationship with my parents and thats what the truth be
Unfortunately the thoughts in my head can be pretty deadly
Had suicidal tendencies almost ended me already
Despite all the bullshit i still try to remain friendly
Cause I believe in positivity its keeping the world steady
I think my brain's a little bit underdeveloped
I can be pretty stupid a little slow even pathetic
Unmotivated, stuck, confused, and a manic depressive
But i try to be progressive so success is in my possession
I get shy talking to women and i blame anxiety
Became so bad I drank to kill the f*cking beast inside of me
Everyday for 6 months could've been worse but i finally
Broke out of that and killed my cravens for drinking entirely
I've had some pretty bad things happen to me but its worth it
They're building me to be stronger so I know that when I'm hurting
I just gotta fight back so that I can get what I'm deserving
A happy life unlike the f*cking beat that I just murdered