Tomis Reil - I Don't Know Lyrics

I don't know if I can make it, all I know is I can try
I don't know if I can take it, probably not, I will die
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
A lot of things on my mind
Up every night on my grind
Tryna find the path that's right
Hard to seek when it just hides
Used to be the cheated, Now I am the cheater
Used to be the beated, Now I am the beater
My vision seeing clearer, whose the evil seeker
Used to be in the sky, Now I'm stuck in ether
Blamed it on the ex
Blamed it on my dad
Now I blame it on the sex
And I blame it on these rags
That I waste with all my cash
For some taps on my gram
Used to be about talent
Now it's about the tags
That you wear on your back
Or the "@"s on the gram
That's how you get fans
Damn that shit is sad
They only want numbers
That grow by the mass
I'd rather have 1,000 fans
Than millions of fake fags
Or a team behind me
That don't care for my ass
They'll run off and flee
The second I start to crash
You say I ramble on
But I ramble about facts
At least when I rap
I don't fake all of my tracks
I just want to go
Go at my own pace
This is my show
This is my home
No one will clone me
I'll stay my own
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Where do I go
I do not know
Who will I be
I'm lost in the sea
When will I rise and
When will I die
Let me say it again
Where do I go
I do not know
Who will I be
I'm lost in the sea
When will I rise and
When will I die, yeah