How can you go from number one to just another face?
Many things change once your heartbreaks
Can't find solace in their presence
You just pray you both heal and see it as a lesson
I'm so tired, I can't even deal with projections
Can't even say if I made an impression
I guess I wasn't worth the wait
Now I have to deal with the fallout and its overweight
Can't even find the words so I back pedal
This King is dethroned and I still wont settle
The longer I wait, the longer this hurts
I've never felt pain like this, am I cursed?
Am I meant to see love instead of feeling it?
I'm so frustrated watching it revealing it
And then its snatched away- my knees buckle
Another tower demolished with my heart in the ruble
I'm tired of this pain- can you let it go?
If I was insane would you let me know?
I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)
What's there left to gain if they always go?
Tears falling like rain I don't care who knows
I just want to see the love that I always show
This aint a cry out for help- just let me deal
I promise I'll be back- until then I will feel
Every emotion to endure this process
Even if it calls for a sob fest
So many people left my life like it was nothing
Years later the same cycle repeats- something's huntin
Something's trying to kill me of my peace
Oaths are rarely kept and I'm seeing every piece
Every word given in moments of acceptance
I just wanted this to work- instead I'm collecting the severance
I'm so damn numb but I don't want a cold heart
I don't want to feel a soul ripped apart
My empathy will be the death of me
I can't drag names through the mud but I'll let this pen bleed
No one ever wants to see a partner go
Even if you had more to show with years to grow they'll never know
I'm tired of this pain- can you let it go?
If I was insane would you let me know?
I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)
What's there left to gain if they always go?
Tears falling like rain I don't care who knows
I just want to see the love that I always show
If we had enough of time
Would you change your mind?