Since I Was 15 (feat. Jace Anderson) Video (MV)

Walking away
Is never easy standing
Up is even harder but it's
You that's feeling smaller like
No one can hear you holler and you
Take it just to take it so you
Give yourself so you breaking a
Paradox of devotion to yourself
And the worlds notion about
Who you are, I'm the
Greatest, I don't even
See it in myself that I made it
I'm feeling f*cked
Up cuz I'm f*cked up
I've always only ever f*cked
Up when not f*cked up
I'm drowning on a bottle
Since I was fifteen
I've been lost in my mind
Even to be seen
By your judging eyes
I'm breaking the chains that
You held me all my life
Since I was fifteen
Since I was fifteen
I've been I've been lost
I've been lost
I've been I've been lost
I've been lost
On some real shit I'm broken hearted
F*cking with a real pain
Gave my whole heart to a lover
Knowing I can't love them
Don't break my walls down
Don't f*cking touch me
Cuz if you see what I see then
You won't f*cking love me
What the f*ck is love never
Showed me growing up, crying
On my fifth sac, real mad
Self medicating fad, and I
Never ever ever ever ever
And repeat I never ever
Want to feel this sad
Since I was fifteen
I've been lost in my mind
Even to be seen
By your judging eyes
I'm breaking the chains that
You held me
All my life
Since I was fifteen
Since I was fifteen
I've been I've been lost
I've been lost
I've been I've been lost
I've been lost
I've been I've been lost
I've been lost
I've been I've been lost
I've been lost