Tommy Banz - Mixing Potions Lyrics

Broken
Mind has spoken
Pop a bottle open
I'm all out of tokens
I been lonely
Mixing potions
Tired of the bullshit
No I don't want this

Woke up
Took a look around I'm like oh f*ck
How the hell I get here in the first place I don't know nun
Still feeling a little dizziness and I can't focus
Look up in the mirror I gotta black eye and some nose cuts
Checkin all pockets think somebody took my smart phone
Looking in my wallet all my dollars shit is all gone
What I'm gonna do
I don't know what I'm gonna do
I don't know what I'm gonna do
Like what the f*ck I'm gonna do ay
Take a look around for a second ask yourself
Are you happy with ya life and is you happy with your health see
I been off the wall downing alcohol like crazy
But this shits my only hope to f*ckin let me cope cuz lately I been

Broken
Mind has spoken
Pop a bottle open
I'm all out of tokens
I been lonely
Mixing potions
Tired of the bullshit
No I don't want this
One more time I been
Broken
Mind has spoken
Nother bottle open
I'm all out of tokens
I been lonely
Mixing potions
Tired of the bullshit
No I don't want this

Broken in my soul
Don't like what I'm on
I'm Just tryna do something or anything to fill this hole
That's been deep up in my chest I never meant for it to grow
Heart is pounding in and out shit feel like it bout to blow
From all the anxiety but that shit just comes and goes
But depression just be getting all too f*ckin dam old
And I'm just tired of being tired of it
Feel like ima die from it
Pour me up a drink so I can find a way to hide from it
Oh shit
Now I feel better in the mix
All the tears that were here it disappears with every swig
All the pain all the lies all the trauma I witnessed
Suddenly evaporates from my mind it don't exist ay
This is the story all about how my heart got ripped inside out
Now I'd like to take a minute to tell you how
The cycle goes from here to here
First I drink my tears
Next day f*cking

Broken
Mind has spoken
Pop a bottle open
I'm all out of tokens
I been lonely
Mixing potions
Tired of the bullshit
No I don't want this
Broken
Mind has spoken
Nother bottle open
I'm all out of tokens
I been lonely
Mixing potions
Tired of the bullshit
No I don't want this

Mixing potions
For the moment
I just need a little more cause
I been feeling lonely
And it seems like it's the only thing that makes feel normal
Begins when I doubt myself
Then I'm drinking sipping swimming in this alcoholic hell
See I'm a little devilish when on the devils medicine
I f*ck up shit keep sipping it regardless of the mess I'm in
And I'm not being childish listen
I'm just being honest with ya
Don't lose those around ya
Just cause you the f*ckin problem killa
Know I'm one to talk but this shit is what I'm going thru
Just tryna paint a picture of this f*cked up pain and showing you
Where it can lead too
Dark path you can't see through
As it gets worse you'll start to burn like the flames that's beneath you look
I wake up and then I cry
Til I take a few shots and then I'm fine
Better fasten my seat for this lonely ride
I'm tryna get up out my head
And let it end
Until then
I'm just

Broken
Mind has spoken
Pop a bottle open
I'm all out of tokens
I been lonely
Mixing potions
Tired of the bullshit
No I don't want this
Broken
Mind has spoken
Nother bottle open
I'm all out of tokens
I been lonely
Mixing potions
Tired of the bullshit
No I don't want this

Broken
Mind has spoken
Pop a bottle open
I'm all out of tokens
I been lonely
Mixing potions
Tired of the bullshit
No I don't want this

Then I'm fine
Lonely ride