My brain is stuck on a loop
And I can't delete it
I say all the right things
Just to pass the time
But if we're being honest
I don't believe it
To tell the truth
I just wish you were mine
But I don't wanna save you
I wanna keep your heart from everyone
I'm not afraid to admit
That I'm as selfish as they come
This ain't a love song
I am indulgent and a masochist
I know that I'm wrong, but I
Have learned to come to terms with it
I do believe
In altruism
I just can't keep that shit up all the time
I always pick my fights
Just to lose 'em
My problem is
I just don't see the line
Yeah I don't wanna save you
I wanna keep your heart from everyone
I'm not afraid to admit
That I'm as selfish as they come
This ain't a love song
I am indulgent and a masochist
I know that I'm wrong, but I
Have learned to come to terms with it
I've been here before a few times
Waiting on my mistakes to pull me through
And you deserve much better than this
Much more than I can give
But it doesn't change the way I feel about you
Whoa oh
Whoa oh
I'm gonna dig myself deeper in this hole
'Cause I can't keep my
Can't keep my control
But I don't wanna save you
I wanna keep your heart from everyone
I'm not afraid to admit
That I'm as selfish as they come
This ain't a love song
I am indulgent and a masochist
I know that I'm wrong, but I
Have learned to come to terms with it