Oh how I try
To rationalise
The way I hate myself
I cleanse myself
From the inside out
To stop this disease
That eats away
And I feel my body saying enough
And I can feel my body giving up
You tell me to smile
But I don't have to
Put on a brave face
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
Feel ok now
Can't face today now
Leave me alone now
I don't want to smile
Poison in me
Got me uneasy
Feel twisted inside
I'm walking the line
Distortion got me
Feeling unpretty
Don't smile at me
You're walking thin ice
And I feel my body saying enough
And I can feel my body giving up
You tell me to smile
But I don't have to
Put on a brave face
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
Feel ok now
Can't face today now
Leave me alone now
I don't want to smile
You tell me to smile
But I don't have to
Put on a brave face
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
Feel ok now
Can't face today now
Leave me alone now
I don't want to smile
You tell me to smile
But I don't have to
Put on a brave face
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
Feel ok now
Can't face today now
Leave me alone now
I don't want to smile