Staring at my reflection in the window
My mind is lost in another waking dream
Wondering when I'll lose all this sorrow
Knowing you'll never come back home to me
The rain falls softly on my pillow
I don't bother with wiping away the tears
Reliving memories of times past
As our lives passed together through the years
I was faithful and I was good
But good wasn't good enough
You left me here alone and forsaken
An empty shell of who I used to be
Walk outside to smoke a cigarette
I can still smell the lightning in the air
The rain continues to fall softly
From the tears of a heart full of despair
I was loving and I was good
But good wasn't good enough
I wonder what I could've done better
You're gone never to return
You are gone