I don't know if what I'm saying is the truth
Any more than the words I last said to you
It could've been I love you
It could've been were through
All I know is That I'm alone up in this room
A lil spot on the other side of town
It's seems this the only way me and you can get around
That's elephant taking residence
I'm hella bent
Can't remember that last time I had sip
Without feeling guilty of it
Shit. But maybe I'm the one to blame
Too much to do Too much pride in my name
And If I'm honest I'm just stuck in my ways
Like the callouses in my palm
The catalyst for the fall
There's not much I have in this world
6 kids 5 boys and a baby girl.
I'd do anything for them Except lose myself
This broken heart turned to shards
And created a cell
I don't know if what I'm sayin is the truth
Any more than the words I last said to you
It could've been I love you
It could've been were through
All I know is That I'm alone up in this room
Saying my prayers into the night
With tears in my eyes but this time
It's feels like I'm seeing the signs
Dear Lord!
Please forgive me for the tears in my family thread
I just hate myself
And love them
But I know that they can't see it
I feel the resentment
They say they wanna leave and I believe it.
I'll love them from a distance
Play the bad guy one last time
If that lets them get on with there life
I did it right
There's not much I have in this world
6 kids 5 boys and a baby girl
I'd do anything for them Except lose myself
This broken heart turned to shards
And created a cell